Ceremonia did not start as a company. It started as a question, and the question would not let us go.
Years ago, our founder Austin Mao walked into a ceremony carrying the kind of question most people learn to live around, the one underneath the career, the relationships, the achievements. He came out of that ceremony with something he could not unsee: a felt sense of connection to himself, to other people, and to the living world that the rest of his life had been quietly missing.
What he did with that experience matters more than the experience itself. He spent the next years studying, IFS with practitioners trained by Dick Schwartz, somatic work, the clinical research coming out of Johns Hopkins and Imperial College London, indigenous lineages walked with consent and reciprocity. He apprenticed. He sat with friends through their own journeys. He kept noticing the gap.
The gap was simple. People were having transformative experiences in unsafe containers, or safe containers with no integration, or clinical containers with no soul. The underground was rich with wisdom and short on screening. The clinics were rich with screening and short on wisdom. The retreats overseas were beautiful and far away, and no one was there the morning after you got home.
So we built the container we wished had existed. Legal, regulated, held in Colorado. Clinically screened, by a real intake team that says no when the answer is no. Held inside ceremony, not a hospital, not a hotel, by facilitators who have walked the path themselves. And followed by integration that lasts longer than the retreat did, because the retreat is not the work. The retreat is the doorway. The work is the year that follows.
Today, more than 600 guided journeys later, Ceremonia is a nonprofit holding small-cohort retreats, an alumni community that keeps walking, and a body of writing, podcasting, and research we're proud to share. We are not the only people doing this well. We are simply the people who have committed to doing it the way we wished it had been done for us.